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Fear of Flying to Food Shopping: Three Months of Photos

Posted by: HSP Woman on: November 24, 2008

It’s been a while.  I’ve missed you.
I need to connect.  I must force myself to reach out.  If I don’t, before I know it, I’m in another depression.
I thought I’d jump right into the middle of my recent life.  I have been working on that, you know, starting things in the middle.  Preparing, researching, studying, [...]

A Change in Blog Direction

Posted by: HSP Woman on: February 11, 2008

I have missed sharing and recording my experiences here.
I have missed the accountability and the clarity that comes with clicking “Publish.”
Mostly, I have missed the connection and dialogue with my dear blogging friends.
But, I haven’t gone away, really.
I am still here many times a day, poking about, responding to visitors, leaving comments, reading through [...]

Coping with Coming off Psychiatric Drugs

Posted by: HSP Woman on: August 17, 2007

Here’s a taste of an eye-opening article called Coping with Coming Off.
It’s about the experiences of people getting off of psychiatric medications. It highlights the lack of information and support for people wanting to stop taking medication.
The drugs mentioned in the report:
• SSRI antidepressants (Serotonin Specific Re-uptake Inhibitors). A similar drug, Effexor (venlafaxine) has [...]

Acceptance and Commitment Therapy for Anxiety Disorders

Posted by: HSP Woman on: August 12, 2007

I am very excited about reading my latest book purchase.
Here it lies on my desk — shiny, fresh, and seductive. It wants me to devour it, and the feeling is mutual. However, these projects require some prep on my part. I psych myself up for the adventure. I find a new pen and a clean [...]

Maybe I’m Not Alone

Posted by: HSP Woman on: May 28, 2007

Dove Video

She is mesmerizing somehow.
As I ruminate on my lethargy, weight, alopecia, lack of being understood — this video makes me feel less alone, less strange. How can I be so tired? I’ve been 5 days now without any morning benzos. Aren’t I supposed to feel wired? [...]

Mean People Suck

Posted by: HSP Woman on: May 16, 2007

I’ve been needing to write since I returned home from our yurt excursion. Yet every time I sit down, I’m empty. Or, maybe I am just so full of it that I am expressively constipated.
I remember this feeling well. My former pdoc used to call it a “mixed state” — a [...]

Passion du jour

Posted by: HSP Woman on: April 23, 2007

Maybe I’m dating myself, but does anyone remember the television show “Square Pegs”? The early 1980’s sitcom with Sarah Jessica Parker? Anyway, I can relate.
For most of my life I have felt like a square peg trying to fit into a round hole. Unlike Sarah Jessica, however, I appear to have accomplished [...]

The Sun Also Rises (or so I hear)

Posted by: HSP Woman on: April 18, 2007

There are a few things I totally hate doing. Not like agoraphobia-related undertakings like eating in crowded restaurants or being stopped at traffic lights, but regular everyday stuff. At the top of the list is waking up early.
This may be because I tend to go to bed when many of my older friends [...]

I Remember…

Posted by: HSP Woman on: April 14, 2007

Memories of Detox…
I remember listening to horror stories told by other patients.
There was one man who had served in the Persian Gulf during the first war, Desert Storm. He’d sit around the smoking tables and brag about killing Iraqis in cold blood. He told us about flying jets drunk. Luckily, he [...]

Twelve Step 101: Part One

Posted by: HSP Woman on: April 13, 2007

Literally, within hours of my psychiatrist appointment (and unbeknownst to him), I was voluntarily standing in front of a very stoic nurse as she dumped my purse contents on top of the table. Welcome to detox! She immediately confiscated my cell phone so I wouldn’t be tempted to call my dealer.
“I don’t have [...]

Coming Clean

Posted by: HSP Woman on: April 10, 2007

I’ve been trying to recall all the medications I have been prescribed for anxiety and depression. (I’m sure I’ve forgotten some…)
Today, 18 years later, I take only one medication, Valium, and I am nearly off of it.
Funny thing is that I never had any symptom relief (other than complete numbing) while being poly-drugged. Now, [...]

Go ahead… get dirty!

Posted by: HSP Woman on: April 3, 2007

Another theory why playing in the dirt is healthy.
Amazing!
Instead of giving us benzos, why don’t doctors prescribe hiking? Building sandcastles? Camping?

Getting Dirty May Lift Your Mood
Bacteria found in the soil activated a group of neurons that produce the brain chemical serotonin
Treatment of mice with a ‘friendly’ bacteria, normally found in the soil, [...]


 

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